People say vent out your feelings and you would feel light.I never understood what it really meant till yesterday.I had been frustrated with a lot of things in recent.I feel everything around me has been wrong and has been happening without a proper reason.And there has been noone to question all this, because all of us are scared of the consequences.Why are we such chickens, why don't we talk what we feel.It is a democratic country and I have all the right to talk what I want.But coming to think of it we are not in a democratic country, its all dictatorship.Why do we have higher authorities?? Are they appointed to scare everyone and be reluctant to listen to what we want or think?? Absolutely not!!If you are not able to take up a responsibility, please do not take it.If you think its really cool to take up a big responsibility, please understand you are wasting other people's time.People want you to monitor and address our grievances and not increase or run away from them.
Also if someone thought being unstable denotes the ability to change and accept, then again don't test it against others cos we are not your guinea pigs.Try it on yourself instead of wasting our time and resources.
So with all this anger and few more other unexpressed feelings, I entered a room and found this usually unavailable busy person sitting in his place facing his system.I told a thanks to god for making this person available.I went in, after a minute or two of nice pleasant talk, I just vented out all that I had in my mind, all that we thought we could only crib and not take it any higher, I still do not know why I talked so openly about everything even without a second thought, prolly its all the emotion and anger mixed together that resulted in this outburst. How long can we complain, how long can we just shut our mouth, how long can we do what we are asked to without questioning back.There is a limit to all that.
I have no clue what would be the result of this outburst but all I'm happy about is I could atleast tell it out and shout at the world the way I always desired to.Atleast one day I was able to break open my shell and cry out.
After all this, there was a minute when I thought prolly I made a mistake by talking it all out, but all this regret got washed away when the person who was so choicelessly listening to me for such a long time gave a reassuring smile and shook hands telling that I had told nothing wrong and had not hurt anyone with my words and I had all the right to talk what I feel and that he appreciated people around and under him talk out what they feel instead of being diplomatic always.
And that was the time I felt so lucky to have been in this place to know this man and also to have the opportunity to talk to him whenever I felt like and that there can be no replacement to this one person ever in my life.He is a wonderful, person, a teacher and of all the best leader!!
Also if someone thought being unstable denotes the ability to change and accept, then again don't test it against others cos we are not your guinea pigs.Try it on yourself instead of wasting our time and resources.
So with all this anger and few more other unexpressed feelings, I entered a room and found this usually unavailable busy person sitting in his place facing his system.I told a thanks to god for making this person available.I went in, after a minute or two of nice pleasant talk, I just vented out all that I had in my mind, all that we thought we could only crib and not take it any higher, I still do not know why I talked so openly about everything even without a second thought, prolly its all the emotion and anger mixed together that resulted in this outburst. How long can we complain, how long can we just shut our mouth, how long can we do what we are asked to without questioning back.There is a limit to all that.
I have no clue what would be the result of this outburst but all I'm happy about is I could atleast tell it out and shout at the world the way I always desired to.Atleast one day I was able to break open my shell and cry out.
After all this, there was a minute when I thought prolly I made a mistake by talking it all out, but all this regret got washed away when the person who was so choicelessly listening to me for such a long time gave a reassuring smile and shook hands telling that I had told nothing wrong and had not hurt anyone with my words and I had all the right to talk what I feel and that he appreciated people around and under him talk out what they feel instead of being diplomatic always.
And that was the time I felt so lucky to have been in this place to know this man and also to have the opportunity to talk to him whenever I felt like and that there can be no replacement to this one person ever in my life.He is a wonderful, person, a teacher and of all the best leader!!
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