hungry kya??

I'm awake in this unearthly hour,thinking wat to do.Just finished my pomegranate, and watched troy for the count that I don't bother to keep track of..I just love that movie and those dialogues, takes you to another time.Especially the first few lines "Men are haunted by the vastness of eternity..will our name be echoed across centuries", just WOW, so true wrt our life.
So after watching this, I was just wondering if I would be remembered at all, not like for centuries, definitely I'm not thinking about it cos I'm no gandhiji, just in the places where I lived and where I was.
Whether I'm remembered for good or bad I don't care but will I be.Obviously I would wanna be known for some good reasons.But thinking of it, I have done absolutely no good.But I just cant help it, the situations makes me mad and angry ,though I realise I should reduce my anger I am just not able to.I really need to find a way to reduce my temper, atleast for my own good of not getting BP.
So, I decided that I'm gonna smile even for the most stupidest thing that can get onto your nerves.Where did I get all gnyanam??I was reading a blog, and there the blogger mentioned, why don't we just smile at a person no matter you know him or not ,just a greeting, it doesn cost you, but atleast you make that day a little more pleasant to the person at whom you smiled.So true, don't we feel so secure, and important even when a watchman smiles at us in the college.It just gives you a sense of belonging right?
So I changed my mind today after reading the blog and went with full josh to the mess and the minute I saw that the dinner was the same thing as yesterday, all plans gaali, adichadhu erangiduchu...no use, got all my anger back intact,and gave a villi look to the mess worker as if it was her master plan to give me the same food.I knew it was not her fault but my anger had no bounds at that time, all I did was give her a dirty look instead of a smile which I actually thought of.The improper side dish made me more angrier,no idea how it tasted, just that I never preferred that side dish.So she gets another villi look.
Ok, what did I gain out of all that??The gain was loss of dinner and a 100 bucks for in aunty shop :P  Adding to it is my killing hunger now that is not allowing me to sleep and as a result of which is this blog.
This is no moral story, it is just my day's evening activity.
I wanted to write about something else, out of hunger I have scribbled whatever that came to my mind.