Dont think im mad

I have no clue what I'm doing at office today.Of all only today,diwali's eve ,that I decided to come to office so sincerely.My parents asked me not to go, my friends told me not to go, there is like literally no one whom i know except for my own chair and the system.But somehow i like sitting here all alone, doing nothing,watching some random you tube videos,talking about constitution, communism and general political things to the only known person for the day.Now,thinking when shall I leave home,and  I keep looking at myself in the mirror and ask "Manasula periya sincere-nu nenappu"