Having cold,fever...:( feeling really depressed..dunno what i'm doing to myself and also what i'll be doing..hope god makes my mind stable...every minute i think of a new plan, next minute i try to implement it and the very next minute i regret and curse myself for even thinking about it in the first place and i wanna go back in time so that ill get a chance to correct!!!Have no idea what i would be in 2 years from now..I'm not able to dream or even imagine myself anywhere..cos i do not know what i really want...:( :(...I wish i could back to school ..I would have had an ocean of choices to decide from...
Join the club! I'm always off the hook when I think of two years from now! God, why do we have to go through this "Its your future, you have to choose it for yourself" pain in life? I mean, couldn't God just write in a lil piece of paper as to what we are supposed to become when we grow up and give it to us, while we were born? So cool it would be, a child'd be born, the doc, instead of saying its a boy or a gal, would say, she's destined to be a doctor/engineer/dancer/bar dancer :D/zoologist/business admin/kg teacher/nun :O/dead!
ReplyDeleteLife would be a lot simpler. Cha! :( :(