Disappointment!!

It might sound really weird (not for all) if i say college life is disappointing..I don't know what i thought college life would be when i entered,but i knew what i didn't want as a college life.I was not a freak or ,anything close to being cool at school, i was a big time stud bomb but still i had a lot of dreams about how my time in college would be.In fact I studied hard in school,thinking those were the last days of studying and i never knew it was just the starting. I blame it all on the movies,No college is similar to what they show on TV's or cinemas.Its not like you can go anytime to class and get away from standing out just because you came late.You can't throw rockets in class at faculties,You can't bunk college indefinitely,failing in exams was definitely not cool,things like HOMEWORK still exist and there are faculties who check :O ,can't go to labs at your will,the door is closed even if you are one minute late, suspension for mass bunking, there are no benches or lawn for ppl to sit ,you still have to wear an ID card, if someone thought talking on phones while faculties teach is really amusing,FYI you would be thrown out even if you look at your mobile.And yes you can't even whisper while they teach,if you do you surely are failing that semester or you get low grades..There are the frontbenchers who try relentlessly to impress the faculties to get marks and yet claim they are really cool and they don't give a damn to marks :P..There is no such thing called as cultural s,only then think about hooting or whistling :P Ragging..what a joke!!!Actually our dress code is better ,cos we are just asked to wear duppattas,there are colleges which asks them to pin it :P Girls and guys cant dance or go on stage together...All the more terrible are the hostel rules..girls need to be back by 6.30, you can be out only for five hours during weekend cos girls might run away if the rules are relaxed !!but WHY?????Wont i run away even in 5 minutes, why do i need 5 hours???Parents should call and tell the reason even if i have to go home, reasons like going home is not valid,they need a reason for why i want to go home.. Damn it,its my house and i want to go..why the hell are you asking...you cant make noise after 9 in the night,,its called SILENCE HOURS and we might be disturbing people who are studying..ya right!!You cant watch TV after 10 even if there is a cricket match or OSCARS or anything at all,at 10 the TV is switched off and remote is taken away...You cant celebrate birthdays,you cant watch movies,you cant have cameras,,,,,what only can I do????
By the time you get used to all these things and tell yourself that I am ready to adjust and I'll definitely put up with everything...you are in your final year,and it is time to say bye bye,,,
All these might sound really trivial,but first day at college when you are introduced to all these things, i remember my eyes welled up,,now it all looks funny and i really have stopped caring about these things..but when you have just passed out of school and you are expecting  colorful years ahead all you get is a black and white image that tells you "STOP DREAMING"..In the end its how you want to see it and take it..All this might sound easier if only your aims and desires and perspective were different..But for me it was really a tough time..
Immaterial of all this i have had fun,but this is how it would have been if i had posted it in my first few months in college...
PS: The directors of movies like happy days,kadhal desam and all the happy college days movies ,are either people who wouldn't have been to college or are people who are disappointed like me and wanted to live it through movies and deceive the young kids..